March 2012
Stoked.
$44,000 Edward Beecher scholarship & admission into Illinois College = Accepted.
I’m quite proud of myself on this one. This is probably the best thing I’ve ever accomplished in my life. This will be good for me. I’ll get away from here and be with my family where I want to be & I’ll be doing something good with my life.
Can’t wait to graduate & start a...
February 2012
I feel like..
Every time I start to feel happy, something always has to happen to keep me from genuinely being happy and okay. Its like I’m not allowed to ever be happy. Maybe I don’t deserve to be happy. & Maybe its not possible for me to feel happy. Maybe life is just some sort of game, a game that I suck at.
I need out of this. Out of this place, this feeling, this life…I need out of...
& I'm just tired.
Not sleepy tired. Tired as in tired of the bullshit that is thrown at me every day of my life. Tired of society. Tired of not knowing what to do next. Tired of being disappointed & let down. Tired of being stressed out. Tired of feeling the way I do. Tired of feeling like I don’t belong. Tired of being here.
I’m. just. plain. tired.
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deathandallhis-friends:
Self harm is not a trend
Anorexia is not a phase
Depression is not an act
Homosexuality is not a choice
Sexual Assault is not provoked
Suicide is not a result of cowardice